My ramblings as a lover of adventure, all things crafty,art, life, and mostly bacon....

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

As happy as I am.... and I am a Happy People.

As happy as I am, I still feel like a wounded bird.
My broken wing flaps but I can't fly.

The fear that grips me when I think of ever going to that "place" again, is debilitating.

The anxiety,
     the emptiness,
          the darkness,
               the sadness,
                     I just don't think I would survive this time.

And scared as I am, I have hope that someday I will let it go and be free.