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Monday, March 29, 2010

It would mean alot to me.

Elena update

This past 6 months has gone by so quickly. The decision to leave my husband, the move to my brother's house, trying to make Scrapbook Royalty able to continue.... Well, its been a struggle. There are so many things that need to happen and it seems they all need to happen at once. I know that everything will be ok, because it always is. But getting to "ok" is such a long way off still. Good moments, bad moments, crazy moments, they all seem to exist at one point in my day and sometimes, all at the same time.

So, the divorce is not final. There is still paperwork to sign and agreements to come to. I know it will be soon and that I am grateful for.
And Scrapbook Royalty although growing is still not at a point where it can support itself. And as hard as I try, I can't get it to happen fast enough.

The sadness sometimes settles in and it overwhelms me like a thick cloud that I can't find my way out of. Right now is one of those times. When everything is weighing so heavy on me and all I can do remember to put one foot in front of the other and keep moving forward.

And that is what I am doing. I am working towards a company that is viable and successful with a plan to be a happy person doing what I love. It would mean so much to me if you would sign up for Club Royalty. It is not something that requires you to do anything other than make a $20 donation to Scrapbook Royalty. The club comes with other benefits, but the initial sign up would just be to support my non-profit and help me keep this dream of mine alive and growing.
There are so many things happening that will propel me forward but without the foundation that Club Royalty can provide, I will not be able to do it....

Your support means the world to me.

2 comments:

RollerScrapper said...

Just wanted to add a note of support...I'm signed up :)

Rachel said...

Love you Elena!! You are such a strong Brave woman!! You will make this such a success!! Hang in there, the black clouds will disperse soon!!