On my journey to figure out what I really really really want, I had to visit some not so great places in my head and my heart. I had to really dig deep and make sure that the things I thought I really want are things I really really really want!
I got unconditional love from my parents. My father, even though he is certifiable in many ways, always let me know that he loved me unconditionally. And as for my mother, I knew she loved me but sometimes I thought she wouldn't love me if I did certain things. And then I would do them and she would love me still. She would pick me up and brush me off. She would take care of me even if I was in another country, she would do anything she could to ease my sadness and she just couldnt bear to see my suffer. She loved me unconditionally imperfections and screw ups and all.. My friend G loves her kids unconditionally
that is what I really really really want. I want to be a mother that loves her kids unconditionally.
And here are the pieces I made:
the piece above i made wings out of little plastic leaves. I used a heart shaped button and then i made the word "fly" out of wire. It's happy and sparkly and its my future.
And this one with the little girl is going in my purse. putting it back out into the universe... stranger things have happened :)
I made more pieces but im tired of posting now so maybe later.